Servant -master...

We were doing some sketches where one of us had the highest status so they played the role of master.
The person with a lower status was the servant and the person with the lowest status was the servant of the servant.
It seems to me that is harder for me to play the person with the low status. Even though I feel in real life like I can have a low status sometimes , it's hard to overcome that and be happy about it.. Most of the time when I act like that it's because something is wrong.
Nobody wants to be the bitch in life I guess.. But well, it was good to feel that I can also play thar role.
When we were doing some exercises about going from one status to the other I let the others decide how I'd feel. Some of them came up to me with an attitude already,
I guess that made me feel self conscious and put me in a lower status.. But I found myself being the highest status person when I approached somebody that had trouble making eye-contact with me.
Being low just makes you
Feel that..
Low and confused..
Having a high status makes you feel in control, confident and powerful and that's why most of us tend to pick that role, or maybe I should talk for myself. I like to be in control, like I get what is going on, but seriously most of the time I'm just lost.. that is why I let people lead me how to feel about them, before me coming so aggressive.