i've tried so hard to deny what is undeniable
I cannot help but being me
and Ive gotten to the conclusion that i have to live with this..
and i guess im standing in the right place, ive learnt so much...
im not from here... and dear God the weight is so heavy..
I still get self-conscious in front of an audience, I care about what others think about me . Is it my accent, my weird way of looking at things or I’m just afraid of judgment ?
I'm trying to leave all this behind, I'm ready to discover myself and see+ what else is there.
i can consider now, im starting to be an actress, a good one,
and my senses tell me "why not?, its about time"//
most of the time i see things from another point of view.. from the point where they want me to see it..
I can't do that anymore
, and guess its because i'm staring to stop caring about what they have to say
i have so much to tell, so many experiencens about life, not many witnesses to share them..
i dont know anything about nothing.. but this time i get ME.. i'm accepting me and at last
thats all it matters..
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