Monologue

I changed my mologue last minute for one I thought it would be more exciting.

This is how Ray feels before she will go to see her mom and tell her what she has to.


I have decided to make a extreme change in my life.
My mom is in the hospital unconscious, this really breaks my heart. But I also think that this is the perfect time to let her know what is about to happen with my body.
I have always felt as I really was a boy, never liked to do the girlie things and as far as I remember I always liked girls. Once, when I was a child and tried to tell my mom about the way I felt, she rejected me so I decided from then on not to share my feelings with her.
Im in my thirties now, all I want from her is to still love me no matter what. I cant change who I am, all Im asking is for her to accept me and not to cut me off like she has done before. Im not asking for her blessing because I know that will be too much to ask. I love my mother very much, I need to share this with her. If I could only find the way to make her love me even if Im a boy!...