alright so I love acting but I hate how i perform
i am so plain!
I even bore myself, i know I am not supposed to be funny all the time or Im not here to entertain people
it goes beyond it, its about telling a story, drawing it.
I play every character the same and they cannot be all the same, hell no!
I dont know if it is because Im letting all my emotional bad side coming out,
I am going through some kind of crisis inside, personal stuff. ugh!
I just wish I could find the way for this not to affect me, but I guess I am failing at it.
I had to change monologues 3 times already, because I didnt even believe myself what I was saying, so frustrating.
Im reading the book we are supposed to read for class, and im trying to learn some from there..
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